Life is but a dream.

The 'Quiz League' ended with a score of 'Park Gate' 58, 'Bank House B' 42. That means the 'Sports And Social' won the league with us finishing 5th with the stats Played 14 Won 7 Lost 7. Our regular announcer was unavailable, so I read out the questions. We now go into the 'Knockout cup' which used to be just that a Knockout. The organiser has however come up with a Two group format with the top in each group going through to the final. We are in 'Div 1' with the top Three teams in what was supposed to be a random draw. Each plays each other Once, so we are at home versus league champs 'Sports And Social', followed by away trips to 'Clifford Arms' and 'Bank House A'. The controversy does'nt end there. The organiser has come up with a handicapping system based on average scores to try and even things up. If it goes ahead, we will have an Eleven point start against 'Sports and Social' and 'Clifford Arms', and a Three Point start against 'Bank House A'. Some teams have already vented there concern at the proposals, with 'Bank House B' who although finishing bottom in the league,and getting a Twenty Three point start, saying they would rather it be  straightforward matches. Watched 'Inception' on 'DVD'. An original concept about entering dreams to find out different information. Confusing at times, but still good. A nice plot device is that each person who enters the dreams uses an object only known to them to see if they are back to reality. 'Leaonardo De Caprio' uses a metal spinning top which keeps spinning when in a dream, but falls when in reality. In the end, we see him wake up and visit his family, but as he spins his top, the film ends just before you know if it will fall.

My medication has caused lots of side effect problems again this week, and I have had Three panic attacks within Ten minutes today. It is more difficult to struggle through each time and I wonder how much more pain and anxiety I can put up with.