A Different Approach.

SUNDAY.
Went to the Car Boot. Painful experience, but needed to try.
Visited friends, but it did nothing to lift the gloomy mood.
Went out for dinner.
Watched 'Rambo' on DVD. A good violent no brainer.
Won the Pub Quiz..

Pain 7/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 2
Items dropped 1

MONDAY.
Took the Wife and Mother In Law shopping.
Watched 'Angels and Demons' on DVD. A good yarn but silly.
Lost 74-72 to Clifford Arms in Quiz League.

Pain 7/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 2
Items dropped 1

TUESDAY.
Visited parents.
Fatigue lasted most of the Afternoon/Evening.

Pain 7/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 2
Items dropped 2

WEDNESDAY.
Post medication side effects horrific. Fatigue.

Pain 7/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 3
Items dropped 2

THURSDAY.
Fatigue terrible. Pain unbearable.
Watched 'Hawaii 5 0' on Sky.

Pain 9/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 2
Items dropped 1

FRIDAY.
Visited parents.
Drove Dad's new car.
Watched 'Benidorm' on ITV.

Pain 8/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 2
Items dropped 4

SATURDAY.
Fatigue.
Started to watch 'Wanted' on ITV.

Pain 8/10
Anxiety 7/10
Panic Attacks 3
Items dropped 2

SUNDAY.
Went to the Car Boot. Painful.
Visited Parents. Gave a card and present to Mom.
Visited friends but full of gloom.
Had Mother In Law round for Dinner.
Had a massive panic attack.

Pain 8/10
Anxiety 10/10
Panic Attacks 3 ( 1 was off the HADS)
Items dropped 2

There. Another week trying to cope with crippling Arthritis, Anxiety and Depression, and all the other Illnesses and side effects that come with it. I am really not sure if my quality of life is a life worth living.
This person i.e Me. Will self destruct in 8 Seconds.